Where’s Heaven?
by Kat McMann
Everything was good; everyone happy.
Now everything has changed deep inside me.
I am feeling sad and I’m feeling mad.
I can’t understand why this hurts so bad.
I want to believe this only happens
in the books read to me after napping.
In those, I learned we all go to heaven.
One day we’ll be with our loved ones again.
But I’m still feeling sad and feeling mad.
I can’t understand why this hurts so bad
And when I have to go to bed at night
I lay there and shut both my eyes up tight.
I try to picture Heaven in my mind.
where the ones I’ve lost, again, I will find.
And for a moment I feel so happy.
Peace, like a blanket, has wrapped around me.
Like a hug from Heaven to ease my pain.
And I can’t wait to see them all again.
But I have to wait for it’s not my time
‘Til then I’ll picture Heaven in my mind.
But it was theirs and only God knows why.
He promises I’ll see them by and by.
I feel my heart so heavy in my chest,
and a lump in my throat. I can not rest.
They all tell me it is okay to cry.
Will I be able to stop if I try?
I snuggle my face into my pillow.
My eyes fill up with tears and let them go.
My pain is so cold but my tears are warm.
More promises He will keep me from harm.
With each new day so begins a new start.
Loved ones are close if they live in your heart.
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